my god my god why have you forsaken me

It sounds like you're quoting a very famous and deeply emotional phrase: "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" This line is traditionally known as one of the sayings of Jesus Christ on the cross, found in the Christian Bible in Matthew 27:46 and Mark 15:34. It reflects a moment of intense suffering and feeling of abandonment. If you're feeling overwhelmed or struggling right now, please know you're not alone. If you'd like to talk more about what you're going through, I'm here to listen and help in any way I can.